* I'm 40 Something Today

I must say, it has taken me hours to find any picture with me in them.

Out of hundreds of pictures, these are all I could find. I am the photographer, the one who is always taken the pictures so they are few and far between of me.

My birthday began with phone calls from everyone, then to church and lunch. Since Kamren is still in Winfield, Kyle chose Mexican. Last night we had baseball friends over for cake and movies. Dee stopped in today and visited a while and the rest of the day has been very "BLUE".

I have never had a issues with my age until today but I must say it has not been good, I think maybe it is one of only a few I can remember spending without the kids and today it was just me, Kirk & Kyle. ( very boring) Oh Well !!!

I must say that out of my "46" years my greatest achievements are my babies. My children have given me life, they have given me a reason to get out of bed each day.

My gran babies have given me hope to look for the future. The hope of seeing them from time to time. I must say I would have never dreamed that I would have grand babies so far from me and not get to see them daily.I can't imagine raising Melo, Matt & Meleah without my parents, I was with my Mother daily and I always thought that when I had grans it would be the same. Thank the Lord when found Blogging!!! Melanie, Matthew & MeLeah were so blessed to have grand parents that they saw and spent time with daily until they married and moved out of state. Matthew still lives in the same town and still sees them daily. I am so jealous that Kyle & Kamren doesn't get to grow up around my parents.

If you were to ask me what would be my happiest moments in my life it would have to be the birth Melanie, Matthew , MeLeah, Kyle & Kamren and the birth of the" grans" Jonathan, Makayla, Madison, Avery, Bailey and can't wait for (#6) McKenzie.

Well. I made it through the day and in the end it was a good day!